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You think its your self but its not, giving your self grief
Its not on
Getting your head chocker, filling it will all kinds ,god
Its just begun
But its others that made you feel like this in the first place
You come to see
Having no faith feeling down as nobody believes
In me
You go all quiet not being your self as it shows so
People ask
Not sharing it as its deep inside your punishing your
Self it’s a task
Others may laugh and pull you down with a delay to you
A delay to your life
As you think it’s your self it’s really others giving you
Strife
Its time to turn to turn it around its your life your time
Not for others to play with
As it’s gone on for to long since you were
A kid
So put a smile on that face for others to see
And put out the impression that others aren’t getting to me
Its very rare these days come along Were you awake feeling strong You get up wash your face ready to make an effort Its as if that brick wall you’ve just jumped over it With a smile on your face right what shall I wear today Facing the world come what come what may You leave the house with a breath of fresh air Not letting it get to you the people the stair The world is your oyster but not many places to go So you take the long way round just because you can so At home again still with that burst of energy Once you start cleaning up then you think there’s no stopping me Music on turned up high Running around like a blue arse fly Reason being you tend to make the most of it Tryi9ng to cram everything sometimes you wont even sit Who know when the next time will come to effort your self again As come tomorrow you will probably feel insane again But this is your moment your moment is now As the way we deal with this we deserve a bow We learn from are good days that on our self’s we shouldn’t be so hard That its time to move on and make a fresh start
Breaking up is really hard to do Its scary facing your life and taking on the new The feeling of letting go and not knowing what happens next As if life could be as simple as a text It’s the build up to a break up that effects you the worst With no conversation going different directions it’s a curse Feeling lost in your self feeling lost in your soul As the love has gone nothing to hold You seem in a daze watching the world go by If only they knew the pain your feeling inside As you don’t want to hurt them so you don’t take it in strides Feeling the cold getting colder and strain you cannot hide What about getting hurt by them your heart is broke With tears of sadness and you haven’t spoke Shaking with anger the feeling of helpless As you put everything into a relationship trying to bring out the best But the feeling of getting nothing back is heartbreaking to As if it’s a sign might as well give up there a fool Games are for players and players play games Some put it out that much without knowing there names Some of us become blind as we think we are loved Having to walk away come push or shove That’s why when you know that when its time to leave Wipe those tears away don’t go down on your knees As you have thought this through you need to do what’s best As no more the strain your mind needs a rest Its was not meant to be with all the pain inside As you need to be happy you go your self you will find Be happy be you and don’t let anything hold you back As your released into the open world you’ll get the knack
Time can do so much from now until then
Its times like these when you remember when
We grow old gracefully or some die young
I remember when it was kum bi r we sung
But now until then we must live life to the end
In the meantime we remain strong my friend
With a smile there and another smile over there
Some of us carnt help it as we just carnt help but care
With our hearts open and as bold as we can bare
Even if the rest of you live life in a stair
In time we have our ups and downs
Its times like these we come up on our frowns
So let it be for eternity or so we say you and me
Some see time as a family tree
As it grows and grows for a past beyond belief
Then we look back and think now them id wish to meet
We can use our time to better our selves
Or even potter round like little elves
But either way we have to face it sometime
As any given Sunday is neither yours or mine
We open our arms to this open world
Even when we feel like a ball in which we curled
Away from the past or even away from the future
We can never be to nice even suit you sir
As time goes by as it vanishes into thin air
So don’t forget who you are at the chance of a glare
Aches and pains all through her legs
“Please mum can I go to bed?” the young girl begs
No reply she’s fallen asleep once again
It wasn’t me mum honest it’s the other kids it was they
She tips toes out to go to bed
Hey get back in the corner the young girls mum said
Its dark and its cold
But she must do as she is told
Don’t know how long I must stay here
In her knickers and vest it’s really cold here
Pins and needles in her toes
Body’s acheing and she’s a runny nose
She stands there shivering late at night
While everybody’s in bed snuggled up tight
Tick tock tick tock as the night goes bye
Please mum can I go to bed now the little girl cries
Hurry up and behind you close the door
At last thank you she’s in bed all nice and warm
It’s not the first you see tonight
Because her mum makes her stand there almost
Every other night